We need to talk. Listen, you have tried to find your happiness in people, in so many of them, but every time you walked off sad and empty, sometimes their fault and sometimes yours. And no learning you have taken home from all the betrayals, lies, manipulations, and cheatings. You need to stop your good soft heart from screwing you, every single time.
You were not sent on this planet to just love people, as lovers and friends. You were used and thrown by so many of them. Don’t you remember? Don’t you remember how terrible you felt? People are temporary, but they take away your permanent joy. There has to be a bigger purpose in your life, beyond people. And that purpose was always there, breathing sheepishly at some corner of your stupid emotional foolish heart. You knew what you wanted, but you always allowed distractions to find you. Shit happens, yes, that’s fine. But you can’t let your whole life become a shit spree. Wake up.
Your true happiness lies in your dreams, in your goals. And for that I want you to be selfish now, you know, selfish. Enough of this – I am too nice to do that to someone. Now, you must walk off from every person who isn’t adding a value to your life. So many soul suckers you have fed all these years, and those monsters ran away with all your time, care, love, and emotions. No more of that, you have to be bad now. You have to say no, straight blunt no. Let people stay or leave. Your life will revolve only around your goals, your dreams.
I know we have talked about it earlier, but did you change yourself? Did you listen to your own inner voice? No. And what glorious your recent past would have been had you changed for better. But it’s not too late. Please, for your own sake, change. Let people around you think whatever they want to. They don’t matter. They will leave you soon, anyway. You have your family and few close people. Just these people are enough. Don’t bring in distractions. Don’t tolerate bullshit. Don’t allow blood suckers. Don’t date snakes. To hell with people. Live your own life for your own happiness. That’s it.
Be the reason of your own happiness. 🙂